Well I have been in touch with my intended mother and as for the process she goes next month to the dr. for hormone testing. It looks like we are gettting started. I have so many exciting plans ans suprises and gifts for them. I am so excited I have been having some problems sleeping because I know they will make amazing parents as for ally all those questions I have to answer to her havnt even been thaught of yet in her mind but im getting prepared to answer them.

The Intended Mother and I have both discussed when the process will begin which unfortunatley wont be till January probably, but We are so Excited we have started doing Baby buys for her. We know thats a while away but not forever just a Short few months. I am  getting prepared by taking prenatals and folic acid. So I am gonna do a Newborn baby shopping list and mabe some pics of the buys.

                      Well I recently have been looking into becoming a surrogate mother when I told a good friend of mine that I was thinking of doing that she said she would love for me to carry her and her husbands baby. I admit I didnt quite think it was going to happen that fast so I had posted some applications for agencies and web based surrogate finders pages. So I excitedly said yes. I have ever since couldnt be more excited about giving them a baby than if it were mine.



  My motivation : My daughter : before I conceived her I believed I couldnt get pregnant and was even told I wouldnt be able to get pregnant .. after months and months of dissapointing negatives ,
we had finally decided adoption was our way to go. We moved a girl in with us and had planned on adopting, needless to say Thanksgiving day 2010 I found out I was pregnant and the girl left and decided to keep her baby after finding out it was a girl later we also found out ours was a girl also. I wanna be able to give someone else that gift.. Without that worry if I am gonna change my mind or not...